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One baby to another says -
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you!
My life has been stagnent lately. Nothing seems to be happening. I'd make plans but then again most of my friends are on their last year for their tertiary school. They're probably too busy and bothering them is not what I want.
The latest change is the new coat of paint covering the walls of my house. For my room, 1 side of my wall is a certain shade of purple and the other 3 walls are super light pink. Some of the furnitures have been shifted and my room looks pretty empty. It makes me feel like living in a dollhouse. All I'm trying to say is that, I fuckin' hate it.
Besides that, my workout plan is to jog around the big ass Ubi field for 2 rounds at 0600hrs and to swim for at least an hour at night. Of course, I'm not too strict on the schedule and always welcome other plans when it comes. I'm no health freak. The smoking and the not-much-restriction on the intake is still on.
My Sunday has been pretty much fucked. Swimming pool was crowded with people who just wanna cool themselves down from the hot weather. The water feels strangely a little bit too warm and I'm thinking; could it be because of the weather or the amount of people or the amount of pee in it? Then again, everyday I wake up is a Sunday. May tomorrow be a better one. What's a perfect Sunday for you?
On another story, I have a friend who's seeing a married guy. Of course there's more story to that, like the guy's marriage ain't working out and he has 2 kids and yada yada yada. The question is, why would someone choose a fucked up, complicated life?
And there's a new rule in town. If you wanna swear over my tag board, please do it right. Don't asterisk over the word to censor it as if people can't make the word out. What are the chances of people thinking the word F*** is Fish or Foot or anyother4letterwordthatstartswithanF? Just do it loudly and proudly. Fuck you! The other sentence you can say loudly and proudly is of course, MY COCK IS MUCH BIGGER THAN YOURS!
Fenderson out...
Prison Break: Complete season 1 & 2
Lost: Complete season 1 & 2. Third season running.
Heroes: Season 1 running
Family Guy: Complete season 1, 2, 3 & 4. Fifth season running.
And of course the greatest folder of all would be 'Cinematics'. Yeah, it's fucking gone too.
I'd download everything back but it's not like I'm gonna watch it all over again.
Ares, Limewire, iMesh and all other software alike blows. It's BitComet and µTorrent (micro torrent) era now.
Fenderson out...
A big thanks to Yat who're so kind to treat us at Seoul Garden. Almost chocked when I saw the total amount was 116 bucks. Didn't know you love us that much. Couldn't help but feel bad. But then again, like you said, maybe in the future when we have lebih rezeki we will do the same thing also.Have fun working. You're the first I know to have a full time job after school.
Fenderson out... It was 2 days since my dad had an operation for gall stone (batu karang). I wasn't much worried when gotta know he's gonna have an op for that though that was so naive of me.
My heart shatters when I saw him on the hospital bed looking all weak with needle and tube attached to his arm. I fought back every drop of tears that's gonna roll down my eyes. Never thought I would see him this way.
With every ounce of strength he have, he talked to us softly. Meal untouched. Doesn't even look like he can get up on his own. Weird thing is, he's thankful for it is not heart attack or high blood preassure.
Nurse came in soon enough to check his Godknowswhat. We left the ward, I had an eye shut at the waiting room for an hour plus while listening to the whole songs in Skin and Bones.
Get well now dad, not soon, now!
On another story, I'm beginning to hate my brother. He's willing to compromise family for friends. He's willing to leave house at 0600hrs to go to the airport to meet his friend who just arrive here but when come to visiting my Dad, he becomes reluctant and start giving reason. He's 17 and can't set his priority right. I don't remember being that stupid at that age.
Fuck you man. Sure you're not as rebelious as I am, don't smoke, have not been to club, don't hang out till late and don't do all those ridiculous things I do but you're 1 ungrateful piece of shit and I hate you for that.
Ughh, suddenly so angry. Gotta chill.
Fenderson out... So I was searching for songs that're easy to play on the guitar and a friend of mine mentioned about pop songs. The first band and song that crossed my mind was...
This was the kinda song I grew up with man. Sure grunge ruled the early 90's but I wasn't exposed to any of them. I still remember rushing back from my religious class on Sunday just to catch a glimpse of MTV Asia Countdown on Channel 5. Even bought their VCD, watch it over and over again till I memorise their choreography.
I must be one happy kid. With no idea of the date to NS, who wouldn't be happy.
Of course, I have a little pop in me left. Now it's all about rock.
So, what song did you grew up with?
Anyway,
Happy 22nd Anniversary Mom and Dad. Thanks for not waiting me up for the dinner and not letting me drive the rented car. I may not say or show how I feel but I do love both of you. Keep topping up my bank account and don't interfer in my life too much and I love you even more.
Fenderson out...
13 January 1987
Capricorn
Rock & Electronic
Class 3
Working On Class 2B
Higher Nitec in Wireless Technology