Friday, June 16, 2006

how would it feel if you're the person who caused a couple to break up? well, let just say that i did that a couple of hours back and now i felt totally fucked. i am not the main cause for the break up. just a character who somehow encourage a party to initiate it. now now, dont jump into any conclusion yet or i might have to kill ya.

to prevent you from any boredom, im gonna sum everything up. both of them are my friends who got together during high school. shit happened and thus it turned into a 1 sided love. 1 of them was trapped in her glassprison and desperately need to be free. so, i just comforted her, convince her on this and that and so on. yesterday she manage to break free but feel kinda wrong about it. i felt worst. i dont know which party got hurt more but i feel sorry for the both of them. they were the last high school sweet heart standing and now they've fallen too.

whatever it may be, im sure both of you can find love & happiness elsewhere. and im sorry for the damage.

anyway, i did my 2.4 trial run. lungs felt like popping out. legs wanna fall off. heart throb like techno beat. but it's very satisfying despite the pain. lungs never felt this clear before and i never felt this awake early in the morning. What's the story morning glory? gotta run more during break. but im not planning to quit smoking anytime soon. stop pestering me about it, it wont help. ok im late for school. gotta meet bulat already. see ya.

did i blog too much?

Fenderson out...