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Friday, June 30, 2006

today's the last day of school before break starts once again. decided not to go to school since the classes today are pretty dull, well except for Kristen's class. the other one is a customer service class. self explainatory. pure crap. it teaches us how to kiss customer's ass in a different way so they would keep coming back to the same shop. oouhh how i hate working under the service sector.

talking about work, im thinking of getting a part time job but it's kinda too late already. the search and the wait for respond already gonna take some time. our holiday is just 3 weeks and i'm not planning to work when school reopen. so if any of you know any job vacancy that pays daily, do tell me alrite. plus i'm gonna be busy with my driving practical. TP by the end of july. this goes for farisha too.

talking about driving (dammit!), i'm like the kind of driver that lack of safety. the previous practical, i rushed for the green light and then it suddenly turned amber (and then red of course). i floored the brake and the car skidded. stuff from the back seat all fell to the car floor. my heart played the tehno beat again when it all came to a stop. use your imagination and picture on how did my instructor responded to that incident. according to hanis, the marker for my TP will fail me immediately if that happens during the test.

the date for our chalet has been confirmed. D gonna book for us. thanks so much D. hopefully this one will be successful. we've been waiting for it to happen for so long and i think this will be my last class chalet. among my secondary school mates who're in tertiaty, im the one who's gonna graduate first so that means, i'll be the one who gonna start my NS first. the idea of it is so ughhhh...*shudder shudder*.

gotta couple of plans with my ite mates. later today, we gonna have a meal at seoul garden. Kristen leaving soon so this is like our gift for her. damn im gonna miss her so so so very much. monday, gonna go johore with yana. tuesday, have driving practical in circuit. wednesday, gonna go swimming with my ite cliques at jurong. thursday and friday free. hopefully can hangout with the grungies. next next wednesday, gonna go ubin with my ite cliques. also gonna drag them down to johore one of these days. these country pumpkins have been stuck in singapore for too long. gotta go across the border once in awhile and im the guy that'll bring them there. so far, that's all the plan i have. seriously gotta have more. maybe go batam or something. that'll be cool. something new.

next weekend will be a horror. my cousin who's living at johore gonna get married and i have to wash plate and stuff (rewang). to make it worst, we're staying there for a night. how fucking sucky can it be. im gonna get so fucking bored. i dont mix well with my relatives so that kinda explains on why im fucking dreading everything. another idea that makes me shudder.

my mom starting to get naggy already. "fendy, go pray. fendy, go have your breakfast first. fendy, go sleep now or else you're gonna be sleepy during friday prayers later" guess what, fendy don't follow instructions well cause fendy is a barbarian.

Hhnngggg - hhnngggg!!!

Fenderson out...

Sunday, June 25, 2006

here we are approaching the end of June. shocking on how fast time flies.

did an add on to my blog. yes there're songs now. if you have any suggestions on what songs should i put on, do tag me. no reggeaton cause i hate it. dad did an add on to our house. a ceiling fan at the dining table area. i don't really like ceiling fan. it looks like it can drop any moment and takes your head off with the blade. urghh too much final destination i guess.

went to dxo last friday. it was cool. my neck hurts since i got back from there. makes me wonder why does it hurt so much. i didnt do any head spin or any head spin related moves while on the dance floor. dammit. gonna spare y'all the rest of details.

this week gonna be a pretty busy one. lotsa test and assesment comin up. give us a break would ya. i know it's our last week of school before the 3 weeks break starts. there's no need to cramp everything within that week.

when i feel like shit, i turn to:
1) God
2) friends
3) ciggs
4) nirvana

i sold my soul for the second time 'cos the man don't pay me.

a pretty random entry i know.

Fenderson out...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY SUHARTY!
it has been a blast knowing you. this vary day mark a year since we've been classmates too. damn it's way different back then. glad things are the way it is now. may your hopes, dreams and wishes come true. stay young, healthy, cheerful, bulat and mmrroowwww always. you're one of the best.
tag her after reading this...
Fenderson out...

Sunday, June 18, 2006

the ideal plan was to go EC but D got sick and then gotta know su got sick too. is the weather crazy or wat? chatted with farisha at 1300+ and we planned to go jb to restock our supply. got giddy along the way. luckily didnt puke or faint which i almost did. got our stuff, had our meal, i bought warcraft 3 then we head back home. ok no more details cause i know u're getting bored already.

yesterday i was fixing some wireless stuff and my mom asked me about me going jb. her tone wasnt in anger so i just told the truth. she wasnt mad, in fact told me that she have been going there too, alone, further inside. since when did you get so brave mom? that's 1 dark hidden activity revealed. my new dark secret from my parents would be clubbing which i sorely miss. all will be expose if they stumble upon this page.

someone said i dont speak english like any other malay does. its a compliment mind you. thanks girls. you're sizzling hot. mmrrroooowwwwww!!!!

Fenderson out...

Friday, June 16, 2006

how would it feel if you're the person who caused a couple to break up? well, let just say that i did that a couple of hours back and now i felt totally fucked. i am not the main cause for the break up. just a character who somehow encourage a party to initiate it. now now, dont jump into any conclusion yet or i might have to kill ya.

to prevent you from any boredom, im gonna sum everything up. both of them are my friends who got together during high school. shit happened and thus it turned into a 1 sided love. 1 of them was trapped in her glassprison and desperately need to be free. so, i just comforted her, convince her on this and that and so on. yesterday she manage to break free but feel kinda wrong about it. i felt worst. i dont know which party got hurt more but i feel sorry for the both of them. they were the last high school sweet heart standing and now they've fallen too.

whatever it may be, im sure both of you can find love & happiness elsewhere. and im sorry for the damage.

anyway, i did my 2.4 trial run. lungs felt like popping out. legs wanna fall off. heart throb like techno beat. but it's very satisfying despite the pain. lungs never felt this clear before and i never felt this awake early in the morning. What's the story morning glory? gotta run more during break. but im not planning to quit smoking anytime soon. stop pestering me about it, it wont help. ok im late for school. gotta meet bulat already. see ya.

did i blog too much?

Fenderson out...

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

everything was fine this morning. paulo cancelled his class cause he had stomach ache. not sure how true it is, but i really think it's more of an excuse to get off school. attended eric's 2 1/2 hours theory class but i slept most of the time. he gave us a new ridiculously difficult assignment. all i can do is complain now and act later.

attended my driving at 6. my 20th prac i think. started cool but ended with anger. my instructor screamed at me and i felt like crashing his car into a ditch or hit a garbage truck. Dammit!!! so i did some minor mistakes, no need to get all worked up. its not like i drive everyday. fuck you. i do hope someone else crash your car.

parents back from batam and the first thing i got from my father is a blame for corrupting the computer. hafizah back from KL ,i got a See-T shirt. hidayah back from KL, i got some chewing gum. Parents back from batam i got an unreasonable blame for the computer. next time, please go there for a week or 2. dear father, you don't know squat about computer so shut up and stop jumping into any conclusion. appearantly blaming me is the easiest thing to do huh. dear brother, reformatting the computer WILL NOT solve any internet related problem. you have erased my saved games, assignments and other important files. how stupid can you be? both of you have successfully push me off the edge to move out as soon as possible.

for the first time, im thankful for the course im taking. those skills acquiered did save my uncle the time to travel all the way here. solved the problem on my own and not even a thank you from my father. he can give 50 bucks instead if he doesnt want to say it, but nope. nothing. NOTHING!!!

thanks to farisha, shakir and suharty for cheering me up.

Fenderson out...

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

my parents are away to batam and comin back tmr. wish they couldve bring my siblings along and leave the whole house to me. couldve turn this place in to a club or something else. and speaking abt clubbing, i tend to talk more abt that topic after i went there for there first time. very matrip-ish indeed. anyway, i gotta find some 'clubbing attire' and some blings.

more 1 on 1 assesment coming up in school. it couldnt get anymore worst then this. or can it?

Fenderson out...

Saturday, June 10, 2006

Just had 1 of the best weekend ever.
Friday - I skipped school to get my case study done. 2 of my team mates arent free for the weekends so we gotta do it on friday. went to airport and start sniffing around for access point. not literally sniff for them, by using a software of course. we detect the access point by using a software. does that make sense now? when all the sniffings are done, we proceed to the viewing mall and did the report. well, the girls were the one who did it. thanks girls. i was sleeping and snoring while they're doing it.

bani called at 1500hrs+ later that day asking whether im free at 1700hrs for his performance at dxo. got back home from airport, had a quick shower, then proceed out again. met shakir at eunos, invited yana, farisha and diana along. glad they could make it there. instead of watching bani's performance, i was at the dancefloor. the girls were grinding each other man. dammit!!! left that place and proceeded to madhinatul (a 24hrs coffee shop at our place). eat prata, talk crap and make tusken raiders noise. reached home at 0400hrs+.

Saturday - supposed to meet farisha and diana at woodlands at 1300hrs but reached there an hour later. too tired from all the dance the previous day. so very sorry. appearantly i need more than an alarm and a wake up call to wake me up. did the usual stuff and bought the usual things but the trip was totally cool.

gonna stay home on sunday. enough going out this weekend.

Alice? Alice? Who the fuck is Alice?

Fenderson out...
Fenderson
13 January 1987
Capricorn
Rock & Electronic
Class 3
Working On Class 2B
Higher Nitec in Wireless Technology


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