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WHEN DOES A LIE BECOME A TRUTH?
Words about the new sex vid is going around like wild fire and i have not seen it yet. so if you have it, please send it over to me. i'm not horny, just curious. bah, who am i kiddin'. Fenderson out...
(Robbie Williams - Feel)
I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste
these are the best lines that describe on the situation i'm currently in. i wanna cut my wrist and let out all this 'love running through my veins'. it's not doing me any good infact it's torturing the living daylight out of me. just when i thought that phase is over but something happened and it all came rushing back in. got no one except myself to blame. growing up sucks. everything changes while im in the process. my views, my personalities, my thoughts, me needs and my whatsoever. miss those days when i was young, stupid and carefree. nothing bothered me. but now, it's all different. not having a lot of cash, not having one of the coolest gadget, not having someone to release my 'love running through my veins', etc etc it all bothers me alright cause these are most of the stuff that earn people recognitions today. a sick sad little world indeed. who doesn't want recognition? everyone does. that's one reason for these Idols stuff. don't give me the 'discover your potential' or 'you won't know till you try' shit. i don't buy it. it's about the fame and fortune. human will constantly in search for them. at least one of it if not both. we, human are kinda pathetic if you think about it. well, God works in a mysterious way. have faith and everything will be fine, i hope. Fenderson out...
(Friends: The One With The Birthing Video)
Gunther: You want anything?
Joey: You know what I want? I want a lot of things! I want to be with the woman I love on Valentine's Day! And I want her to love me back! And I want just one moment of relief from the gut-wrenching pain of knowing that that's never going to happen!
Gunther: We have red bagels.
Joey: Oh, okay.
i'm gonna hit the big 20 next year and all i had was a ridiculous relationship back in high school. yup, that's it. pathetic? you can say that again. hope you're happy st. valentine.
happy valentine's day. Fenderson out... don't wipe your mouth with your wallet after a meal.
don't wipe your nose with a green army sock.
don't shit in a toilet where the door lock is broken.
don't sing Beautiful Ones half naked in class and give "...cher, very hot lah" as a reason.
don't tell where does the term 'Son Of A Gun' comes from while going down the stairs.
finally nailed my final theory after the fifth try. yup, i've tried like five times before seeing the word 'PASSED'. the gap between the first attempt to the following attempt is more or less 1 month so i've wasted lots of time re-registering and waiting for the test. anyway, farisha took the test with me in the same classroom. she did the test really fast. when i was at question 18, she already at question 35. i saw the word 'PASSED' on her monitor as she left the room. i was like "oh god, it's her 2nd attempt and she passed already. why can't you give me the same thing?" hmm, maybe i'm too lazy to study and only study 1 day before the test. yup, that explains everything. so, to those who wanna take their riding or driving license, please do it now. time not waiting for you. and if you think about it, it's pretty cool to have your own ride. you can use the word jump in(driver) or hop on(rider) to the ladies and also use the term 'lets roll' correctly. wanna do a drive-by? do it at your own time. i don't wanna put ideas in your head.
Fenderson out... half an hour more before i have to leave for school. seems like i woke up too early.
hadi's songs send, yana's pics send, mira's songs downloaded, paulo's assignment completed and just when i thought all the loads im bearing is off my shoulder, noel's gave us another one. the duration for it is 2 weeks but considering im the last minute kinda guy maybe i'll do it on the last 2 days before submission. oh god. give me a break would ya. it's already bad enough that i'm rushing through everything. don't follow the way i do stuff kids. i'm a horrible example. i have not touch my ps2 for 3-4 days. still got K-pax, saving private ryan and se7en to watch. gonna borrow more dvds when i'm done with those. why i like watching dvds? 'cause that's where i learn stuff. travis live at the palace is freakin' awesome.
anyway, i got my hair cut. the discipline department at school now catching people with inappropiate attire. the punishment for it is to clean the school. not very cool if you think abt it. i've been keeping my hair long since ite starts. that was 7 months ago. long hair/short hair, i still dont look good so why bother.
malek just called. told me a lil bit about ns and also said that life would be easier in ns if a person have a diploma. i can only go for diploma after ns. dammit!
gotta leave for school already. Fenderson peace the fuck out... In trance we trust. Trance is one of the best genre ever. you can dance to it and get lost in it. also able to sex you up real good. trust trance on this one.
what happened this week? i only went to school on wednesday and thursday. monday and tuesday was a public holiday. and on friday, i got sore eyes(the right eye). talking bout sore eyes, the redness of it is awful. not a very pleasant sight. it's not the usual redness which was caused by crying or excessive rubbing or shampoo/soap goes into your eye. its reddish reddish red red. get what i mean? kinda look like my right eye gonna drop anytime sooner. anyway, sore eyes are contagious. stay away from people if you have one unless that someone refuse to look you in the eyes while having a conversation. to some fools out there, sore eyes does not transmit by eye contact. i may be no expert in this kinda stuff but the idea of spreading sore eyes by eye contact is totally stupid. cyclop have the ability to shoot out laser from his eye, medusa have the ability to turn human into stone with eye contact but human can't transmit anything with their eyes.
what else happened? hmmm... oh ya, went out to esplanade and suntec city with su and yana on thursday. pretty cool. stumble upon candy empire and su suddenly became a 6 years old girl who can't get enough of the candy there. yana and me shared $$$ to get the cheapest chocolate which cost $1.60. very pathetic i know but, whatever, it's kinda good. then we chill at the fountain of wealth. and now it's yana's turn to become the 6 years old girl. she can't get enough to see people making out and fooling around there. anyway, the atmosphere there was awesome.
need to pee, need to smoke, need to sleep. big day tmr. Fenderson out...
(Robbie Williams - Feel)I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste
these are the best lines that describe on the situation i'm currently in. i wanna cut my wrist and let out all this 'love running through my veins'. it's not doing me any good infact it's torturing the living daylight out of me. just when i thought that phase is over but something happened and it all came rushing back in. got no one except myself to blame. growing up sucks. everything changes while im in the process. my views, my personalities, my thoughts, me needs and my whatsoever. miss those days when i was young, stupid and carefree. nothing bothered me. but now, it's all different. not having a lot of cash, not having one of the coolest gadget, not having someone to release my 'love running through my veins', etc etc it all bothers me alright cause these are most of the stuff that earn people recognitions today. a sick sad little world indeed. who doesn't want recognition? everyone does. that's one reason for these Idols stuff. don't give me the 'discover your potential' or 'you won't know till you try' shit. i don't buy it. it's about the fame and fortune. human will constantly in search for them. at least one of it if not both. we, human are kinda pathetic if you think about it. well, God works in a mysterious way. have faith and everything will be fine, i hope. Fenderson out...
(Friends: The One With The Birthing Video)
Gunther: You want anything?
Joey: You know what I want? I want a lot of things! I want to be with the woman I love on Valentine's Day! And I want her to love me back! And I want just one moment of relief from the gut-wrenching pain of knowing that that's never going to happen!
Gunther: We have red bagels.
Joey: Oh, okay.
i'm gonna hit the big 20 next year and all i had was a ridiculous relationship back in high school. yup, that's it. pathetic? you can say that again. hope you're happy st. valentine.
happy valentine's day. Fenderson out... don't wipe your mouth with your wallet after a meal.
don't wipe your nose with a green army sock.
don't shit in a toilet where the door lock is broken.
don't sing Beautiful Ones half naked in class and give "...cher, very hot lah" as a reason.
don't tell where does the term 'Son Of A Gun' comes from while going down the stairs.
finally nailed my final theory after the fifth try. yup, i've tried like five times before seeing the word 'PASSED'. the gap between the first attempt to the following attempt is more or less 1 month so i've wasted lots of time re-registering and waiting for the test. anyway, farisha took the test with me in the same classroom. she did the test really fast. when i was at question 18, she already at question 35. i saw the word 'PASSED' on her monitor as she left the room. i was like "oh god, it's her 2nd attempt and she passed already. why can't you give me the same thing?" hmm, maybe i'm too lazy to study and only study 1 day before the test. yup, that explains everything. so, to those who wanna take their riding or driving license, please do it now. time not waiting for you. and if you think about it, it's pretty cool to have your own ride. you can use the word jump in(driver) or hop on(rider) to the ladies and also use the term 'lets roll' correctly. wanna do a drive-by? do it at your own time. i don't wanna put ideas in your head.
Fenderson out... half an hour more before i have to leave for school. seems like i woke up too early.
hadi's songs send, yana's pics send, mira's songs downloaded, paulo's assignment completed and just when i thought all the loads im bearing is off my shoulder, noel's gave us another one. the duration for it is 2 weeks but considering im the last minute kinda guy maybe i'll do it on the last 2 days before submission. oh god. give me a break would ya. it's already bad enough that i'm rushing through everything. don't follow the way i do stuff kids. i'm a horrible example. i have not touch my ps2 for 3-4 days. still got K-pax, saving private ryan and se7en to watch. gonna borrow more dvds when i'm done with those. why i like watching dvds? 'cause that's where i learn stuff. travis live at the palace is freakin' awesome.
anyway, i got my hair cut. the discipline department at school now catching people with inappropiate attire. the punishment for it is to clean the school. not very cool if you think abt it. i've been keeping my hair long since ite starts. that was 7 months ago. long hair/short hair, i still dont look good so why bother.
malek just called. told me a lil bit about ns and also said that life would be easier in ns if a person have a diploma. i can only go for diploma after ns. dammit!
gotta leave for school already. Fenderson peace the fuck out... In trance we trust. Trance is one of the best genre ever. you can dance to it and get lost in it. also able to sex you up real good. trust trance on this one.
what happened this week? i only went to school on wednesday and thursday. monday and tuesday was a public holiday. and on friday, i got sore eyes(the right eye). talking bout sore eyes, the redness of it is awful. not a very pleasant sight. it's not the usual redness which was caused by crying or excessive rubbing or shampoo/soap goes into your eye. its reddish reddish red red. get what i mean? kinda look like my right eye gonna drop anytime sooner. anyway, sore eyes are contagious. stay away from people if you have one unless that someone refuse to look you in the eyes while having a conversation. to some fools out there, sore eyes does not transmit by eye contact. i may be no expert in this kinda stuff but the idea of spreading sore eyes by eye contact is totally stupid. cyclop have the ability to shoot out laser from his eye, medusa have the ability to turn human into stone with eye contact but human can't transmit anything with their eyes.
what else happened? hmmm... oh ya, went out to esplanade and suntec city with su and yana on thursday. pretty cool. stumble upon candy empire and su suddenly became a 6 years old girl who can't get enough of the candy there. yana and me shared $$$ to get the cheapest chocolate which cost $1.60. very pathetic i know but, whatever, it's kinda good. then we chill at the fountain of wealth. and now it's yana's turn to become the 6 years old girl. she can't get enough to see people making out and fooling around there. anyway, the atmosphere there was awesome.
need to pee, need to smoke, need to sleep. big day tmr. Fenderson out...
13 January 1987
Capricorn
Rock & Electronic
Class 3
Working On Class 2B
Higher Nitec in Wireless Technology