Tuesday, January 17, 2006

i dont know about the people who went to my bbq pit but it wasn't totally great. the absence of the invited people was the biggest turn off of the night. makes me wanna jump of the jetty in the middle of the night and let the sea spirit take me. receiving messeges which keep saying 'sorry, i can't make it' wasn't very fun alrite. its hard not to be cruel to people who piss you off. they'll give the reasons and you try to understand but in your mind there's like thousands of nasty thoughts striking in. i choose to be wise and not focus too much on it. i'm only human.

to those who came, thanks so much. to those who organised, i bow down to y'all. yes, the planning wasn't easy at all and it doesn't come with a small amount of $$$ but it certainly paid off good ('cept of the fact that many didn't turn up). good food, good people, good weather, good location, good cake fight thus i had a good time. lesson learn: never expect too much of something, you'll come cryin' if you do, unless you get what you expected.

so, i finally got a keyboard my father requested and it turns out to be a goddamnpainintheass. it produces this annoying beeping sound after using it for some time. returned it to challeger and they said there's nothing wrong with it. retry it again at home and the problem still persist. and now my father again want me to solve the problem. did he realise that if we had never bought a new keyboard, this kinda stuff wouldn't happen? did he realise that if he bought the keyboard himself, my life wouldn't be as busy as it is already? did he realise that the problem lies in the badly infected cpu, not the keyboard? parents, they do really think they know everything. i couldn't agree more with shakir when he mentioned about it. can't live with or without them (for now). don't judge me, i'm only human.

finally, operation: rich & famous is over. it'll be more fun if there's more interesting people and not splurge out most of the $$$ on a meal. its 2 months wait for cryin' out loud and the 5 bucks every 15 days was taxing. Lunch, 5 people cost 115 bucks. wtf?? that's like the most expensive meal i ever had. guess im not going there for a long long time. i gotta be freakin' stupid not to object the idea in the first place. moving on, the picture we took was kinda good except for few reasons i rather not mention. the shesya was awesome, mix fruit flavour baby. there's some first timer who tried shesya, glad they got the chance. there's always a first time for everything. we'll have another shesya session if y'all feel like it.

the night is getting cold. Fenderson out...