Sunday, January 29, 2006

Firozi, Yana, Suhaimi, Shahrul, Effendy at Danga Bay..

Friday, January 27, 2006

27/01/2006 Dream Theater Live in S'pore Indoor Stadium.

i've been waiting to go to their concert since the past 2 years and i blew it off jusy like that when they have it here. so why didn't i go? well, the main obstacle is that no one wanna tag along with me. ask several people (DT fans obviously) before but some refused and the rest delayed. these people should start listening to backstreet boys and leave Rock behind. not very fun to go to concert alone. you get the idea. 2nd reason, $$$ issue. can't seem to get hold enough of it for the concert.

hidir called at 1930. my stupid, useless, cant be bothered sis refuse to pass the phone to me, instead she said i was sleeping. i was playing game that time. when asked who called, she said no idea. check my hp at 1950+. lots of missed calls one of them is hidir. why lots of missed calls? cause there's somebody trying to call me using 3 different number. who's the somebody? i have no idea and i cant be bothered with this kinda stuff. returned hidir's call and he said that i miss my chance to go for the concert. one of his friend cant make it so he wanted to invite me but since i didnt get to answer his call earlier, someone else was invited. so, can u imagine how frustrated i was? I swear i'm gonna be all cruel to my sis.

cant seem to express myself to day. my lungs hurt like hell. didnt smoke yesterday. only smoke 3 stick today doubt tt's the reason for it.

going jb tmr. cant wait. Fenderson out...

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

- AMD Athlon® 64 Processor 3400+ (2.2GHz) with HyperTransport® Technology, 512MB PC3200 DDR, 80GB 7200rpm Hard Disk, Double Layer DVD±RW/±R Drive with Lightscribe (8.5GB) and FREE 3 pieces of Lightscribe CD-R media, nVidia GeForce 6200SE 3D PCI-Express Graphics with TurboCache supporting up to 256MB* Memory with TV-out port, PS/2 Multimedia Easy Access Internet Keyboard, PS/2 optical scroller mouse.
17" CRT to 17" LCD...

My new computer baby aaoouuwwwww!!!!!!!...

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

this week isn't very fun. it sux to core actually. hate it more than life itself. date due for comm skill project is this thursday and we are not even half way doin' it. i blame those who place us to be the first few to present. there's a pattern on the sequence of the presention. it's arranged from the least favourite then to the more favourite people. my group was suppose to be 2nd to present but considering the 1st group gonna screw up their's, we were forced to do it first. no surprise it was my classmates who did the arrangement. i wasn't there for the class that day and the lecturer chose to let those who attended to set the arrangement. why cant he pick randomly? i'll stop before going overboard.

next, date due for assignment 2 is next week and i'm still unsure whether to do the case study on Aloha Loyang chalet or Danga Bay. it ain't that bad as there's some time to complete it and few helping hands but it still doesnt fail to make me feel like the world is on my shoulder. well, all i gotta do is stay strong, organize my time and smoke more. yep, that shall do it.

Noel wanna check our labsheet this friday. i've been leaving the questions blank lately. only got myself to blame.

maybe it's too early to say that this week suck. wont let the sea of sorrow to drown me. gotta fight. anyway, thanks to Hidayah for treating us fish & co. on monday. Yana, please stay out of trouble. you having more black records than i do would really bruise my ego.

a toad living in a well alone having no one to compare itself to, thus think itself superior.

Fenderson out...

Friday, January 20, 2006

i'm really tryin' to be nice and there you keep annoying me.

i'm a stupid kid who keeps doing the wrong stuff. maybe its karma. whatever. Fenderson out...

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Damn freshies!!.. Go back where y'all belong would ya. They flood the canteen, crowd the pathway and the bus and still have the skin to act cool with that ridiculous cap and hairstyle. only 2 days spend with them and it's driving me up the wall already. don't get me wrong. i'm cool with those freshies who act like one, but those who came here and think the school belongs to them, well i do hope these punk ass bitch motherfucker get hit by a truck. what is so difficult to behave like a freshy? proper attire, proper haircut, proper behaviour and you look like 1 already. wanna wear jeans? grow long hair? wear stupid colourful shoe? do it after you spend some reasonable amount of time studying there. not right after u just step in the school. did my words manage to penetrate your thick skull or do you need me to crack it open? i gotta calm down. Fenderson out...

i dont know about the people who went to my bbq pit but it wasn't totally great. the absence of the invited people was the biggest turn off of the night. makes me wanna jump of the jetty in the middle of the night and let the sea spirit take me. receiving messeges which keep saying 'sorry, i can't make it' wasn't very fun alrite. its hard not to be cruel to people who piss you off. they'll give the reasons and you try to understand but in your mind there's like thousands of nasty thoughts striking in. i choose to be wise and not focus too much on it. i'm only human.

to those who came, thanks so much. to those who organised, i bow down to y'all. yes, the planning wasn't easy at all and it doesn't come with a small amount of $$$ but it certainly paid off good ('cept of the fact that many didn't turn up). good food, good people, good weather, good location, good cake fight thus i had a good time. lesson learn: never expect too much of something, you'll come cryin' if you do, unless you get what you expected.

so, i finally got a keyboard my father requested and it turns out to be a goddamnpainintheass. it produces this annoying beeping sound after using it for some time. returned it to challeger and they said there's nothing wrong with it. retry it again at home and the problem still persist. and now my father again want me to solve the problem. did he realise that if we had never bought a new keyboard, this kinda stuff wouldn't happen? did he realise that if he bought the keyboard himself, my life wouldn't be as busy as it is already? did he realise that the problem lies in the badly infected cpu, not the keyboard? parents, they do really think they know everything. i couldn't agree more with shakir when he mentioned about it. can't live with or without them (for now). don't judge me, i'm only human.

finally, operation: rich & famous is over. it'll be more fun if there's more interesting people and not splurge out most of the $$$ on a meal. its 2 months wait for cryin' out loud and the 5 bucks every 15 days was taxing. Lunch, 5 people cost 115 bucks. wtf?? that's like the most expensive meal i ever had. guess im not going there for a long long time. i gotta be freakin' stupid not to object the idea in the first place. moving on, the picture we took was kinda good except for few reasons i rather not mention. the shesya was awesome, mix fruit flavour baby. there's some first timer who tried shesya, glad they got the chance. there's always a first time for everything. we'll have another shesya session if y'all feel like it.

the night is getting cold. Fenderson out...

Saturday, January 14, 2006

You don't know how much I need you
While you're near me I don't feel blue
And when we kiss I know you need me too
I can't believe I've found a love that's so pure and true

But it all was bullshit
It was a goddamn joke
And when I think of you Linda
I hope you fuckin' choke

I hope you're glad with what you've done to me
I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy
You left me here all alone, tears running constantly

Oh somebody kill me please
Somebody kill me please
I'm on my knees, pretty pretty please
Kill me

I want to die
Put a bullet in my head...

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Friday, January 13, 2006

People who wished me happy birthday. arrange chronologically. thanks y'all...
Name- Date Wished - Via

1. Shakir - 11th Jan - friendster testimonial
2. Aziza - 12th Jan - upclose and personel
3. Suhaimi - 13th Jan - msn
4. Zhi Fan - 13th Jan - msn/ upclose and personel
5. Afniyaty - 13th Jan - msn
6. Mom - 13th Jan - sms
7. Hayati - 13th Jan - sms
8. Farisha - 13th Jan - sms/call
9. Firozi - 13th Jan - sms
10. Kelly - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
11. Hui Fen - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
12. Henry - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
13. Suharty - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
14. Syed - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
15. Talib - 13th Jan - upclose and personel
16. June - 13th Jan/14th Jan - messege passed to firozi/ msn
17. Shirah - 13th Jan - messege passed to my brother
18. Chui Teng - 13th Jan - sms/ tag
19. Ilyana - 13th Jan - tag/blog entry
20. Fuad -13th Jan - tag

i'm so old already. every breath leads me 1 step to my last and it's sure keeps on approaching. scares the crap out of me. i wanna be like peterpan when im 21 where time no longer affects my age. tt'll be great. well, i do hope the bbq will be a blast. its the one thing i've been looking forward to since new year. if it rains...~~~ i dun wanna think abt it too much. Fenderson out...

Monday, January 09, 2006

my father asked me to get a new keyboard at challenger. i was like "wtf, why you need a new keyboard for?" ( I didn't curse. It's just a expression). He said, "the lettering for our keyboard is fading. is there anything else you wanna get?" anything else i wanna get? i want lots of stuff. well, i don't wanna run through my wishlist. probably gonna get a wireless, laser optic mouse, usb extention and maybe a dvd drive too while im at challenger. or should i go sim lim?

im out of ciggies. life is bad again. to those who keep pestering me to quit, screw y'all. i'll quit when its time. and the day i quit smoking is still far from the day this entry is posted. smoke marlboro, give your lungs the best. whoo hoo!!! i dont know why i keep saying that. Fenderson out.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

alrite a new skin for me blog matey!!.. after the long hours of searching and editing, its finally ready.. whoo hoo!! sorry if u have to squint a lil' to read the stuff here.. nothing else to say. Fenderson out...

Friday, January 06, 2006

so, u noticed the change of skin? does it suck? u bet it does. it sucks to the core... well there was a problem with my previous skin. there was nothing in my blog except the song and the title!! dammit..received an sms from suharty tellin me abt it, yana gave the same comment and both shorties are right.. i got the same result after replacing the java codes for the same skin.. u know wat they say abt this kinda stuff.. they're unreliable..

skin hunting makes me wanna kill myself, maybe not.. it's either too gay, too fancy or simply stupid.. wats the the deal with the massive amount of emo kinda skin?? stuff like "let me bleed","slash me" and "i hope i bleed to death"... then there's the anti-love kinda skin..stuff like "love is an excuse for pain" and "love is such a drag"...and the list goes on. do bloggers feel tt low deep inside?? low self esteem?? low moral value?? insecure?? full of hatred?? silent jealousy?? suicidal?? etc?? maybe i landed on the wrong blogskin type..watever..

some of those who created the skin are talented.. you'll be like 'wow' when the image appears.. but you'll go 'WTF??' when those little catch phrases caught ur eye. it spoils everything.. just like the blond chiqas, hot but dumb.. afterall, details does play a major part. a little goes a long way, like they say..again, watever..

guess i'll stick with this sucky skin till i find the rite one.. gonna continue skin hunting at sch later.. fenderson out..

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Monday, January 02, 2006

Is it me or is the first day of 2006 was really dark and cold? anyway, the countdown at esplanade was Whoo Hoo Hoo!!!.. you get the idea.. the group consist of me, firozi, shakir, suhaimi and yana..Bani's band (trent wasn't it) did a great job rocking down the house even though the vocal's sounds a lil' off. To name a few, they did Radiohead - High And Dry, John Mayer - No Such Thing and Stone Temple Pilots - Plush.. bani joined us after the performance.. as for the fireworks, Whoo Hoo Hoo!!! to it too. its like watching a new chapter of my life begins. a new chapter where the pages are still clean patiently waiting for fate to determine what this year gonna be like for me. i refuse to walk too far down the memory lane cause its suppose to a happy occasion. yes i feel kinda emo tt moment but not too emo till i cry. so when the last firework goes off, the crowd headed back into the esplanade. its impossible to get to city hall mrt station with tt kinda crowd size. dammit, tt was like the least best thing for tt day.

the next plan was to chill at 637A Bedok Reservoir Road. we walked from esplanade to lavender. call me crazy, but yes it happened. we waited for the bus like a stone but there was no more of it besides NR7 which was full throughout the time we're there. so we're forced to go for the last resort: take cab.. when we reached our destination, we had dinner/supper at a coffeeshop. after our meal, we're again forced to change plan as it was drizzling. no roof at 637A mind you. head to block 314 void deck to hangout instead. tt's where bani parted with the group. we stayed and played uno till im sick and tired of it. left the area around 0615..

for another version of the same event, pls refer to bani's, shakir's and yana's blog. they cover the rest of the details..

i can assure you tt there's no other pack tt can replace my pack. we're insaperable, ireplacable
and legends in our own ways.. just dun prove me wrong (I freakin' mean it). u ppl plays a big part in my life. next upcoming event: bbq on 14th jan.. whoo hoo!!.. time sure flies when u blog.. 'nuff said. fenderson out...